My friend commented on my facebook wall today. All it said was "67 days". I had many emotions about that number: shock, frustration, sadness, and motivation. What had happened? We planned a trip to Mexico in August. It was meant as a goal trip to work on ourselves and have a treat at the end. If all had gone right I would have been walking the beach in a bikini (which has been stored under my bed for the past 5 years). As it stands now, I have lost around 10 lbs. That's not enough to get me where I wanted to be in 67 days. Where did the time go? What have I been doing? How did I lose my focus? I vow, here and now, to re focus myself. Many things have been going on in my life to put exercising on the back burner, but no more. I have to focus on me. I can't come 2nd, or 3rd, or 4th anymore.
I WILL stop looking at those next 67 days with upset and look at it with motivation. I will still hope for a bikini. I won't be upset if it doesn't happen, as long as I gave it my best effort. I want to be healthy. In shape. Ready for whatever is about to be thrown at me.
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